im a little overwhelmed with all the messages telling me not to kill myself and stuff.

all these strangers who care about other strangers. i wish you all weren’t strangers to me. you seem to be the only people in the world who want me to be alive. no one else wants me here.

anyway. i’m trying to thank the inspirational people who are trying to help pull me up again. i can’t really reply to messages at the moment as i’m struggling with words. i’m going to go to bed and i’m not going to kill myself tonight. hopefully i won’t kill myself tomorrow, either. but i’m going to respond to all non-anonymous messages when my brain sorts itself out. and to the anons, i dont want to publish your messages but thank you for caring about someone like me.

thanks. i really mean that.

Monday Nov 11 @ 11:51pm

i’m going to kill myself.

Monday Nov 11 @ 10:49pm

Thursday Nov 11 @ 11:46pm

Sunday Oct 10 @ 11:28am

Saturday Oct 10 @ 08:06pm

Saturday Oct 10 @ 08:05pm

Saturday Oct 10 @ 07:21pm